After as many ‘TRY and ERROR’ as possible that I can learn from.. SEARCHING from don’t know what to look for to knowing something to seek for.. circulating in hopeful and slight chance feeling.. taking good supports and opposition.. from something to do to nothing to do and repeat.. Don't know how long to go but what I can and want to do is get through this!
Nonetheless, one thing I do know is I don’t want to go back to similar 'Dark Age' which I wish never have had (due to 'immaturity') and this ‘Renaissance Age' is to ensure I keep away from that kind of moment and go beyond forever!