"When I was young I set out to change the world.
When I grew older I perceived that this was too ambitious,
so I set out to change my state.
This too, I realized as I grew older, was too ambitious,
so I set out to change my town.
When I realized that I could not do even this, I tried to change my family.
Now, as an old man I know that I should have started by changing myself.
If I had started with myself, maybe then I would have succeeded
in changing my family, the town, or even the state-
and who knows, maybe the world."
(unknown)

October 03, 2010

The Zen Feeling in University Campus

Buddha in the Campus
 Last week I went Seoul for a quite important English exam (IELTS) which I think was well done, perhaps.. The exam was held at a hilly, different looking university which has a big Buddha statue at the center of the university campus.. When I was entering the campus, not only students but a few monks and nuns coming in and out, thought I was going in a temple. Hah, no wonder a strong Zen feeling there! Haven't had this kind of Zen feeling after more than a year living here, also haven't involved myself in charity and volunteering activities like I did with Tzu chi in hospital services previously. Well, it doesn't seem that this kind of work is the local norm here despite so many cultures, surprisingly~ 

Zen~ Tea house
So, took some time to get flooded by this Zen feeling in the university, and it recalled me about the dharma talks or books I had come across.. well, I'm not really a prayer (did wish everybody do well in the exam though) but perhaps a learner (of the philosophy). I started remembering the teaching that I had forgotten mostly or ignored, and also some maybe I'm practicing.. Terms like middle path, karma.. anyway the simple 'take home message' I gain every times is - Just be a human, yet may not easily be understood indeed, strange huh~ Siting at a nearby Zen style tea house for a coffee, reading a book, listening soothing instrumental music, I thought of a lot of things.. thinking of the past (not all fortunate), the next destination (not all predictable).. importantly the present~ feeling Zen..